this is my first post so i better make it a good one

i've recently started writing down all my feelings, and hell it feels good.

instead of bottling up emotions as do some people and then destroying relationships with anger

alcoholism and then eventually regrets that you've held inside for so long.

im not gonna do that. i've always had a nack for going against the grain. im gonna be honest with you this is the ranting of a 22 year old bag boy who still lives at home and refuses to get a real job. hell with the way the economy is i doubt seriously that it would be much of a change for me

and please excuse my grammer skills(i/e my punctuation skills) so sue me i grew up under the south carolina education system(braces for southern hick jokes). i'll be completly honest(be prepared folks i say this a lot also i say "you know what im sayin" at odd times) this feels good

and im begining to think i needed this.

so what did i do today?

i did what i do everyday woke up around 4pm(because i didnt go to bed till sunup)

sat around the house and waited for someone to tell me to do something then i got up reluctently did whatever it was i was told to do. jesus folks im pathetic i know.

what does he want to do with his life? why am i reading this you say. the honest anwser(oh there he goes again being honest) i dont fucking know what i want to do with my life thats my whole problem. but you know something i dont care i am enlightened by the fact that i can live vicariously through my friends and favorite musicians. and thats my seemingly feeble attempt at some kind of memoir. to anyone who will listen to this stupid excuse for a man